It’s 11:35pm on Friday nite, 25 November 2005. I just reach home about an hour ago. I had a lot of feelings flying around in my mind. I decided to write them down again…
I had a wonderful day in office today. It’s Tina’s Birthday today. I reach office as usual. Today RC and Jo did not go back to KL. The Company is cutting down costs so the Managers only can go back to KL on alternate weekends. This week it was Vivian’s turn. Sylvia came to join us for lunch today. We had lunch in Sugar Bun. The PC Fair started today until 27 November 2005. I went to survey around with Tina, Jade, Sylvia, Carol and Kiong. I met Stanley and Qing Yung. I was thinking of buying myself a Digital Camera and a new Notebook long time ago. I always had tight budget. I don’t understand why. I have been working for 4 years already. I started with a salary of RM700. Until today, I still had tight budget. I can’t recalled where I’ve used my salary monthly *hehehe* No matter how is my salary scale, I would still used that much. It’s time for me to buy the things that I’ve always wanted. I was very happy that some of the Notebooks could be paid by installments. It would be more expensive though, but at least my salary won’t be wasted elsewhere *hehehe*
I reach home around 7:00pm. I took shower and had my dinner. I was very tired already. I was resting while watching TV in the living room. Boy called me when he finished dinner around 8:30pm. Actually I was tired and don’t feel like going out already, but I knew he wanted to see me, so I join him for a drink. When he fetched me, he told me we’re going to Just Waiting Café at Damai for a drink cos Ah Vui is there alone. I was very tired. I thought it’s just a drink for both of us and then we can go home to sleep. Boy asked whether I could accompany him to Auction Event in Hyatt at 9:00am tomorrow. Without thinking, I answered him ‘Ok!’ We reach Just Waiting Café, Ah Vui was already there drinking his favourite Beer *hehehe* After a while, both of them started chit-chatting. They were talking about the difficulties and pressure in Boy’s job. No one talked to me then. I was so quiet, bored and very tired + sleepy. I almost fall asleep sitting there *hehehe* I thought over about tomorrow’s plan. I remembered that I need to settle some matters about the new house. I knew I had to talk to Boy about this.
Around 10:15pm, they realized I was very bored and sleepy already. Boy decided to send me home first then he’ll be back there to continue his chit-chat. On the way home, I talked to him about tomorrow. He looked and sounded so disappointed. I didn’t know what to do. I knew he really hope I can accompany him to Hyatt tomorrow but I also need to settle the matters for my parents first. I also told him about my Annual Leave, which I need to clear part of it in December. He feels I’m so troublesome to discuss with him about these. He answered me sarcastically. I felt so hurt. I just want to let him know what happened today and hope he would give me some opinions. I really wish he would let me know if we could go for holidays together in December since I could clear my Annual Leave *sigh*
Finally, I reached home around 10:30pm. I was confused and hurt. I talked to my parents about tomorrow. They told me there’s not much to do but I could feel they are very disappointed cos I can’t spend some time with them even during the weekend *sigh* I told them if there’s nothing much to do, I’ll need to go out around 8:15am. I feel bad treating them like that but I had no choice…I feel bad too to disappoint Boy…I had to sacrifice one of them. I came up to my room…feeling hurt + confused + bad about treating my parents this way. I’m also very tired and sleepy already. I look through all the brochures I took from the PC Fair this afternoon. I calculated the price. I’m still considering about it. I really hope I could get a new Notebook *sigh* Boy still owe me the amount of his new Palm and also the Handphone usage bills. Christopher still owes me the amount equivalent to a month of my BONUS. I’m in a very tight budget. I feel so sad. I think I had to give up my plans in the end. I asked Boy’s opinion about getting Christopher to pay me back in installment starting January 2006. I never thought he would run away with my loan. I was just hoping he could pay me back comfortably, instead of one lump sum, which would be more difficult. He lectured me in the cinema before watching Zathura. I was already hurt and disappointed. I keep quiet. I don’t want to start a fight. I feel so hurt. I feel so pressure. I’m just a simple girl with a normal job. I’m not a Professional. I feel so difficult in tight budget every month. I don’t know how long I’ve to last in this kind of life. I’ve not been shopping for nice clothes, traveling, rewarding myself with some thing more expensive for a VERY LONG time already. I used to have an enjoyable life with RM700 salary monthly.
I knew I think too much. Whenever I have this feeling popping up and flying everywhere in my mind, I would try to force myself to sleep and forget everything the next day, start fresh brand new day *sigh* I know I’ve to be more understanding and caring to Boy. I have to live the rest of my life with him again… *sob* I don’t ask for much…I just really hope he understands and cares for me more…I’m not childish…I don’t think he’ll ever understands me cos he’ll only thinks he’s always RIGHT in everything…
I can only tell myself ‘STOP! DON’T THINK TOO MUCH! GO TO SLEEP!’
*sigh* good night…I need to go bed now…12:30am…
Friday, November 25, 2005
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Sand and Stone
A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert.
During some point of the journey, they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face.
The one who got slapped was hurt,but without saying anything, he wrote in the sand:
Today my best friend slapped me in the face.
They kept on walking, until they found an oasis,where they decided to take a bath.
The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mud and started drowning, but his friend saved him.
After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:
Today my best friend saved my life.
The friend, who had slapped and saved his best friend, asked him,
"After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand, and now, you write on a stone, why?"
The other friend replied:
"When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand,
where the winds of forgiveness can erase it away,
but when someone does something good for us,
we must engrave it instone where no wind can ever erase it."
Learn to write your hurts in the sand and to carve your blessings in stone.
During some point of the journey, they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face.
The one who got slapped was hurt,but without saying anything, he wrote in the sand:
Today my best friend slapped me in the face.
They kept on walking, until they found an oasis,where they decided to take a bath.
The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mud and started drowning, but his friend saved him.
After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:
Today my best friend saved my life.
The friend, who had slapped and saved his best friend, asked him,
"After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand, and now, you write on a stone, why?"
The other friend replied:
"When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand,
where the winds of forgiveness can erase it away,
but when someone does something good for us,
we must engrave it instone where no wind can ever erase it."
Learn to write your hurts in the sand and to carve your blessings in stone.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Love, Wealth & Success
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men
with long white beards sitting in her front yard.
She did not recognize them.
She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry.
Please come in and have something to eat."
"Is the man of the house home?", they asked.
"Is the man of the house home?", they asked.
"No", she replied.
"He's out."
"Then we cannot come in", they replied.
"Then we cannot come in", they replied.
In the evening when her husband came home,
she told him what had happened.
"Go tell them I am home and invite them in!"
The woman went out and invited the men in"
"We do not go into a House together," they replied.
"We do not go into a House together," they replied.
"Why is that?" she asked.
One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth,"
One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth,"
he said pointing to one of his friends,
and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love."
Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband
which one of us you want in your home."
The woman went in and told her husband what was said.
Her husband was overjoyed.
"How nice!!", he said.
"Since that is the case, let us invite Wealth.
Let him come and fill our home with wealth!"
His wife disagreed. "My dear, why don't we invite Success?"
Their daughter-in-law was listening from the other corner of the house.
His wife disagreed. "My dear, why don't we invite Success?"
Their daughter-in-law was listening from the other corner of the house.
She jumped in with her own suggestion:
"Would it not be better to invite Love?
Our home will then be filled with love!"
"Let us heed our daughter-in-law's advice," said the husband to his wife.
"Let us heed our daughter-in-law's advice," said the husband to his wife.
"Go out and invite Love to be our guest."
The woman went out and asked the 3 old men,
"Which one of you is Love? Please come in and be our guest."
Love got up and started walking toward the house.
Love got up and started walking toward the house.
The other 2 also got up and followed him.
Surprised, the lady asked Wealth and Success:
"I only invited Love, Why are you coming in?"
The old men replied together:
The old men replied together:
"If you had invited Wealth or Success, the other two of us would've stayed out,
but since you invited Love, wherever He goes, we go with him.
Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and Success !!!"
MY WISH FOR YOU...
...Where there is pain, I wish you peace and mercy.
...Where there is self-doubting, I wish you a renewed confidence in your ability to work through it.
...Where there is tiredness, or exhaustion, I wish you understanding, patience, and renewed strength.
...Where there is fear, I wish you love, and courage.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Girl’s Nite Out
It’s 12:45am on Wednesday morning, 9 November 2005. I just reach home, finish cleaning up myself and going to sleep soon. I had a very happy nite. It’s really an enjoyable nite! I was really looking forward to meeting them tonite *hehehe* The story begins…
I reach Coffee Bean, Damai at around 8:30pm. Sharon reach after me. We ordered our drinks and sit down to chit-chat while waiting for others. About 15 minutes later, Lie Lie reach. I really haven’t seen her for ages already. She’s getting prettier *hehehe* About 9:00pm, Christina finally arrived. Four of us have a nice time chit-chatting and updating ourselves about our life recently. Around 9:30pm, Aprine reached, we had a lot of fun chit-chatting, laughing, gossiping and joking around. We talked about our friends. Clarissa is now working in KL. Kavelleen is now in Auckland. Christine and Anita are now working in KK. Sau Ling is now working in Sandakan. We really missed the good old times we had together… *hehehe* Sharon is now working in Wisma KTS, Lie Lie is now working in Wisma Perindustrian, Christina is now working in Alam Mesra and Aprine is now working in Lintas. All of us have our own separate lives but when we once we meet, we can chat till we drop, anything from A to Z *hehehe*
We all decided to leave at 11:00pm. I followed Aprine to Just Waiting Café. She’s meeting her friends there. I’m meeting Boy there. Boy is having a drink there with Ah Vui. We stayed there a while then we went to Foh Sang to eat Prawn Mee. We had supper while chit-chatting and laughing again. My cheeks are tight cos I’ve been laughing the whole nite. I really had an enjoyable nite!
Boy told me his colleagues told him today that he saw me in Shennanigan’s. He was curious why Boy wasn’t there with me, and also why Boy wouldn’t worry I flirt around there. The main point is he was curious why Boy trusted me so much to allow me to go clubbing with friends *hehehe* Boy told me he answered him, he wants me to enjoy myself with my friends sometimes as long as I take care of myself there. He wouldn’t worry cos he knows trusting each other is VERY important in a relationship. If he were to keep an eye on me always and also worry, I would do the same to him too. The relationship won’t be strong and comfortable anymore without the ‘TRUST’ there. If I really want to flirt around, I wouldn’t only do it in Shennanigan’s, I can do it anywhere anytime. His colleague had nothing to say. It’s actually true! I’m really really happy to hear that. I think the same way too! That’s what I like about a guy! I’ve been brought up in a strict family so I wouldn’t want a strict boyfriend too. It’ll be so uncomfortable and tiring.
I reach Coffee Bean, Damai at around 8:30pm. Sharon reach after me. We ordered our drinks and sit down to chit-chat while waiting for others. About 15 minutes later, Lie Lie reach. I really haven’t seen her for ages already. She’s getting prettier *hehehe* About 9:00pm, Christina finally arrived. Four of us have a nice time chit-chatting and updating ourselves about our life recently. Around 9:30pm, Aprine reached, we had a lot of fun chit-chatting, laughing, gossiping and joking around. We talked about our friends. Clarissa is now working in KL. Kavelleen is now in Auckland. Christine and Anita are now working in KK. Sau Ling is now working in Sandakan. We really missed the good old times we had together… *hehehe* Sharon is now working in Wisma KTS, Lie Lie is now working in Wisma Perindustrian, Christina is now working in Alam Mesra and Aprine is now working in Lintas. All of us have our own separate lives but when we once we meet, we can chat till we drop, anything from A to Z *hehehe*
We all decided to leave at 11:00pm. I followed Aprine to Just Waiting Café. She’s meeting her friends there. I’m meeting Boy there. Boy is having a drink there with Ah Vui. We stayed there a while then we went to Foh Sang to eat Prawn Mee. We had supper while chit-chatting and laughing again. My cheeks are tight cos I’ve been laughing the whole nite. I really had an enjoyable nite!
Boy told me his colleagues told him today that he saw me in Shennanigan’s. He was curious why Boy wasn’t there with me, and also why Boy wouldn’t worry I flirt around there. The main point is he was curious why Boy trusted me so much to allow me to go clubbing with friends *hehehe* Boy told me he answered him, he wants me to enjoy myself with my friends sometimes as long as I take care of myself there. He wouldn’t worry cos he knows trusting each other is VERY important in a relationship. If he were to keep an eye on me always and also worry, I would do the same to him too. The relationship won’t be strong and comfortable anymore without the ‘TRUST’ there. If I really want to flirt around, I wouldn’t only do it in Shennanigan’s, I can do it anywhere anytime. His colleague had nothing to say. It’s actually true! I’m really really happy to hear that. I think the same way too! That’s what I like about a guy! I’ve been brought up in a strict family so I wouldn’t want a strict boyfriend too. It’ll be so uncomfortable and tiring.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Back to work after Deepavali & Hari Raya holidays
It’s 12:50am again now on Tuesday morning, 8 November 2005. My first day back to work again after the long holiday break is very fresh and relaxing. I feel I can work better. I’m happy about it. I reach office as usual at 8:25am. I clear all my outstanding works, which have been piled up for a week during the holidays. I updated the Loan Report and Tenancy Report for Ling Ling and Jo respectively. I was quite busy for the whole day.
During lunch, me, Jade and Tina had the tit-bits from Japan. Jo, Chika and RC went to Japan during the holidays. It was quite tasty. Maybe I’m hungry anyway *hehehe* At 1:00pm, we went window shopping to relax and freshen up before doing next half day of work. I thought of buying myself a simple dress for Karen Chung’s Wedding Dinner this coming tomorrow nite at Sutera Harbour. I saw this dress at a new Boutique, which costs RM108. I didn’t try cos I know I’m having tight budget this month. I’ll think again overnite *hehehe* At about 1:15pm, I got a call from Boy. I was surprised. He’ll seldom call me at this hour of the day. He informed me that there’s dinner at his house tonite cos his PoPo is here again! I’m happy to hear that…
We went back to office about 10 minutes late. I was very thirsty. I didn’t realize the time past so fast when window shopping. Kiong was very helpful. I’m so grateful to him. He help me to buy Layer Tea when he’s going down to Basement to buy his cough mixture. The afternoon session was quite a busy day for me. Me, Tina and Eveline got to prepare the Loan Report for Ling Ling. She needs to report our work in the Weekly Meeting. Time past so fast !!! When I finish all my work, I realized the time is already 4:55pm! I’m so tired. I decided to take a rest when the Managers all went up to 7th Floor for the meeting. Finally I had the chance to check my e-mail and upload my blogs *hehehe*
I went home around 6:30pm. I take my shower, change into suitable clothes and Boy came to pick me at 7:30pm. I was so worried I would be late to their dinner. Fortunately, I reach their house just in time for the dinner. We had a very delicious dinner. Boy, Me, Xing Ye, Tze Yen, Jing Wen, Boy’s Cousin Brothers, Boy’s Mum’s Sister-In-Law, Boy’s Dad, Boy’s Mum, PoPo, Boy’s Dad’s Sister, Chee Khen. After the dinner, Boy, Me, Jing Wen and Boy’s Mum make Ice-Cream Fruit Salad for all of us to eat. After that, we all sit down to chit-chat and joke around. I feel the warm and fun in their family *hehehe* Tze Yen showed me her Bridal photographs. She’s getting married on 3 December 2005. Boy and me went to watch TV. They started to talk about going to join church activities. Boy’s parents asked him to join those activities with me. I was so worried he would agree…luckily he didn’t…he started to avoid their conversation…same goes to Chee Khen as well… *hehehe* I’m so happy he didn’t accept their offer. I know his parents would be disappointed but I feel it’s not the time for me to join all these activities yet. I’m still not prepared to face it! Boy and me chit-chat and laugh about the funny Chinese sms that Sharon Tse send to me…both of us had our own fun!
Around 10:30pm, Xing Ye, Tze Yen and Jing Wen plan to leave. I followed as well. We don’t have anything to do already. Boy and me planned to have a drink at Damai Herbal Drink Shop *hehehe* We reach that shop but the Sweet Potato Ginger Drink has been sold out. We went to Foh Sang Herbal Drink Shop. It started to close. Lastly, we decided heading to Yum-Tea at Lintas…hoping it’s still open… *hehehe* We had a drink there and a nice chit-chat. Boy send me home at 12:00am. I talked to him on the phone for a while when he reached home.
The nite finally ends happily…1:30am…
During lunch, me, Jade and Tina had the tit-bits from Japan. Jo, Chika and RC went to Japan during the holidays. It was quite tasty. Maybe I’m hungry anyway *hehehe* At 1:00pm, we went window shopping to relax and freshen up before doing next half day of work. I thought of buying myself a simple dress for Karen Chung’s Wedding Dinner this coming tomorrow nite at Sutera Harbour. I saw this dress at a new Boutique, which costs RM108. I didn’t try cos I know I’m having tight budget this month. I’ll think again overnite *hehehe* At about 1:15pm, I got a call from Boy. I was surprised. He’ll seldom call me at this hour of the day. He informed me that there’s dinner at his house tonite cos his PoPo is here again! I’m happy to hear that…
We went back to office about 10 minutes late. I was very thirsty. I didn’t realize the time past so fast when window shopping. Kiong was very helpful. I’m so grateful to him. He help me to buy Layer Tea when he’s going down to Basement to buy his cough mixture. The afternoon session was quite a busy day for me. Me, Tina and Eveline got to prepare the Loan Report for Ling Ling. She needs to report our work in the Weekly Meeting. Time past so fast !!! When I finish all my work, I realized the time is already 4:55pm! I’m so tired. I decided to take a rest when the Managers all went up to 7th Floor for the meeting. Finally I had the chance to check my e-mail and upload my blogs *hehehe*
I went home around 6:30pm. I take my shower, change into suitable clothes and Boy came to pick me at 7:30pm. I was so worried I would be late to their dinner. Fortunately, I reach their house just in time for the dinner. We had a very delicious dinner. Boy, Me, Xing Ye, Tze Yen, Jing Wen, Boy’s Cousin Brothers, Boy’s Mum’s Sister-In-Law, Boy’s Dad, Boy’s Mum, PoPo, Boy’s Dad’s Sister, Chee Khen. After the dinner, Boy, Me, Jing Wen and Boy’s Mum make Ice-Cream Fruit Salad for all of us to eat. After that, we all sit down to chit-chat and joke around. I feel the warm and fun in their family *hehehe* Tze Yen showed me her Bridal photographs. She’s getting married on 3 December 2005. Boy and me went to watch TV. They started to talk about going to join church activities. Boy’s parents asked him to join those activities with me. I was so worried he would agree…luckily he didn’t…he started to avoid their conversation…same goes to Chee Khen as well… *hehehe* I’m so happy he didn’t accept their offer. I know his parents would be disappointed but I feel it’s not the time for me to join all these activities yet. I’m still not prepared to face it! Boy and me chit-chat and laugh about the funny Chinese sms that Sharon Tse send to me…both of us had our own fun!
Around 10:30pm, Xing Ye, Tze Yen and Jing Wen plan to leave. I followed as well. We don’t have anything to do already. Boy and me planned to have a drink at Damai Herbal Drink Shop *hehehe* We reach that shop but the Sweet Potato Ginger Drink has been sold out. We went to Foh Sang Herbal Drink Shop. It started to close. Lastly, we decided heading to Yum-Tea at Lintas…hoping it’s still open… *hehehe* We had a drink there and a nice chit-chat. Boy send me home at 12:00am. I talked to him on the phone for a while when he reached home.
The nite finally ends happily…1:30am…
Monday, November 07, 2005
Lovely SMS - Part IV
SMS 1
Your Soul Come Back
From Dreamland
Reunited With A
Sleeping Senseless
Piece of Yourself
Slowly Open Your Eyes
Realise Its A Brand New Day
SMS 2
Yesterday is History
Tomorrow is a Mystery
Today is a Gift
that's why we call if The Present
SMS 3
God gave u
2 legs to walk
2 hands to hold
2 ears to hear
2 eyes to see
But y did he give u 1 heart?
Probably He wants u
to look for the other
Your Soul Come Back
From Dreamland
Reunited With A
Sleeping Senseless
Piece of Yourself
Slowly Open Your Eyes
Realise Its A Brand New Day
SMS 2
Yesterday is History
Tomorrow is a Mystery
Today is a Gift
that's why we call if The Present
SMS 3
God gave u
2 legs to walk
2 hands to hold
2 ears to hear
2 eyes to see
But y did he give u 1 heart?
Probably He wants u
to look for the other
Lovely SMS - Part III
SMS 1
Read in English
愛秘死油，都油秘死米？
挖阿油都英？
收播玲蜡！
晚图西米？
晚？
愛狗图西油。
买应科历史艘古，
都油肉挖愛泻？
古败！
SMS 2
有一块蛋糕跌倒了,它气馁、情绪低落……
有什么动物能鼓励它站起来?
答案是……
猪!
因为…有一样东西叫:
“猪鼓励蛋糕”
SMS 3
A night hug warms the heart,
A night kiss brightens the day,
and
A good morning to start your day
SMS 4
Sending You 1,000,000 SMILES,
Take 1 for now, and
Keep 999,999 under your pillow,
Pick 1 out every time
U think of Me.....
cos i wana c u SMILING always!
SMS 5
Forget u is hard to do,
Forget me is up to u,
Forget me not,
Forget me never,
but Don't Forget.....
we're GREAT together!
SMS 6
Friendship is a
promise made
in the heart
Silent
Unwritten
Unbreakable by distance
Unchangeable by time
ONCE a Friend
ALWAYS a Friend
SMS 7
When u feel alone
Close your eyes
And think of ME
surely u will
suddenly
smile & say
who is the
cutest person
i've met?
ahemn!
ME laa...
SMS 8
MorninG doesn't
mean getting up
& working again,
it rather means
God Loves U So Much
to let U Live & See
Another Day !!!
SMS 9
Nobody wants u
NObody makes u happy
Nobody likes u
Nobody misses u
Nobody wants good things for u
Nobody cares about u
Don't Cry...
My Name is Nobody (",)
SMS 10
Each Day
choose to HEAL, not HURT
to FORGIVE, not DESPISE
to PERSEVERE, NOT QUIT
to SMILE, not FROWN
and
to LOVE, not HATE
Stay Happy!
Take Care!
Read in English
愛秘死油，都油秘死米？
挖阿油都英？
收播玲蜡！
晚图西米？
晚？
愛狗图西油。
买应科历史艘古，
都油肉挖愛泻？
古败！
SMS 2
有一块蛋糕跌倒了,它气馁、情绪低落……
有什么动物能鼓励它站起来?
答案是……
猪!
因为…有一样东西叫:
“猪鼓励蛋糕”
SMS 3
A night hug warms the heart,
A night kiss brightens the day,
and
A good morning to start your day
SMS 4
Sending You 1,000,000 SMILES,
Take 1 for now, and
Keep 999,999 under your pillow,
Pick 1 out every time
U think of Me.....
cos i wana c u SMILING always!
SMS 5
Forget u is hard to do,
Forget me is up to u,
Forget me not,
Forget me never,
but Don't Forget.....
we're GREAT together!
SMS 6
Friendship is a
promise made
in the heart
Silent
Unwritten
Unbreakable by distance
Unchangeable by time
ONCE a Friend
ALWAYS a Friend
SMS 7
When u feel alone
Close your eyes
And think of ME
surely u will
suddenly
smile & say
who is the
cutest person
i've met?
ahemn!
ME laa...
SMS 8
MorninG doesn't
mean getting up
& working again,
it rather means
God Loves U So Much
to let U Live & See
Another Day !!!
SMS 9
Nobody wants u
NObody makes u happy
Nobody likes u
Nobody misses u
Nobody wants good things for u
Nobody cares about u
Don't Cry...
My Name is Nobody (",)
SMS 10
Each Day
choose to HEAL, not HURT
to FORGIVE, not DESPISE
to PERSEVERE, NOT QUIT
to SMILE, not FROWN
and
to LOVE, not HATE
Stay Happy!
Take Care!
Lovely SMS - Part II
SMS 1
As nite falls upon the land,
It is time to sleep again,
With the moon hanging in the starlit sky,
I am here to wish you Good Nite.
SMS 2
Receive my simple gift of
'Good Morning'
wrapped with sincerity,
tied with care and
sealed with a prayer
to keep you safe & happy
all day long
SMS 3
There are many types of ships.
Wooden ships,
Plastic ships, and
Metal ships.
But the best & most important are
'Friendships'
SMS 4
It only takes
a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
a day to love someone,
but it takes
a lifetime to forget someone
SMS 5
Things to take note when u SLEEP
1st - Miss Me
2nd - Think Of Me
3rd - Hug Me
4th - Love Me
Try to SLEEP now
And close your eyes
Get prepared to
Dream Of Me
SMS 6
True Friendship
Are Gifts Not Easily Gained
It's Roots are from
One's Heart &
Involves the
Memories that
Stay Forever
SMS 7
I asked GOD for a flower,
He gave me a garden.
I asked GOD for a tree,
He gave me a forest.
I asked GOD for a river,
He gave me an ocean.
I asked GOD for a friend,
He gave me YOU
SMS 8
If u Hide,
I'll Seek for u,
If ur Lost,
I'll Search for u,
If u Leave,
I'll Wait for u,
If days Take u away from me,
I'll Miss u,
But if u dare Forget me,
I'll Kick u
SMS 9
When it rains,
You don't see the sun,
But it's there...
Hope we can be like that,
We don't see each other,
But our FRIENDSHIP will always be there
SMS 10
8
messages
received
1 Hi!
2 How Are You?
3 What Are You Doing?
4 Busy?
5 Do You Miss Me?
6 Miss You!
7 Take Care!
8 Good Day!
Economy Bad
so i sent you 8 sms
at ONE time!
As nite falls upon the land,
It is time to sleep again,
With the moon hanging in the starlit sky,
I am here to wish you Good Nite.
SMS 2
Receive my simple gift of
'Good Morning'
wrapped with sincerity,
tied with care and
sealed with a prayer
to keep you safe & happy
all day long
SMS 3
There are many types of ships.
Wooden ships,
Plastic ships, and
Metal ships.
But the best & most important are
'Friendships'
SMS 4
It only takes
a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
a day to love someone,
but it takes
a lifetime to forget someone
SMS 5
Things to take note when u SLEEP
1st - Miss Me
2nd - Think Of Me
3rd - Hug Me
4th - Love Me
Try to SLEEP now
And close your eyes
Get prepared to
Dream Of Me
SMS 6
True Friendship
Are Gifts Not Easily Gained
It's Roots are from
One's Heart &
Involves the
Memories that
Stay Forever
SMS 7
I asked GOD for a flower,
He gave me a garden.
I asked GOD for a tree,
He gave me a forest.
I asked GOD for a river,
He gave me an ocean.
I asked GOD for a friend,
He gave me YOU
SMS 8
If u Hide,
I'll Seek for u,
If ur Lost,
I'll Search for u,
If u Leave,
I'll Wait for u,
If days Take u away from me,
I'll Miss u,
But if u dare Forget me,
I'll Kick u
SMS 9
When it rains,
You don't see the sun,
But it's there...
Hope we can be like that,
We don't see each other,
But our FRIENDSHIP will always be there
SMS 10
8
messages
received
1 Hi!
2 How Are You?
3 What Are You Doing?
4 Busy?
5 Do You Miss Me?
6 Miss You!
7 Take Care!
8 Good Day!
Economy Bad
so i sent you 8 sms
at ONE time!
Lovely SMS - Part I
SMS 1
I knocked at Heaven’s door today.
God asked “What can I do for you?”
I said “Please love, protect and bless the one reading this”
He smiled and replied “Granted!”
I knocked at Heaven’s door today.
God asked “What can I do for you?”
I said “Please love, protect and bless the one reading this”
He smiled and replied “Granted!”
SMS 2
I pray that GOD will be
ABOVE u to BLESS u
BELOW u to SUPPORT u
BEFORE u to GUIDE u
BEHIND u to PROTECT u
BESIDE u to COMFORT u
INSIDE u to SUSTAIN u
I pray that GOD will be
ABOVE u to BLESS u
BELOW u to SUPPORT u
BEFORE u to GUIDE u
BEHIND u to PROTECT u
BESIDE u to COMFORT u
INSIDE u to SUSTAIN u
SMS 3
:O big smile
:) simple smile
:> happy smile
:j dimpled smile
:B toothy smile
;) winky smile
8) zorro smile
:p cutee smile
:O big smile
:) simple smile
:> happy smile
:j dimpled smile
:B toothy smile
;) winky smile
8) zorro smile
:p cutee smile
SMS 4
60 seconds make 1 sweet minute
60 seconds make 1 sweet minute
60 minutes make 1 sweet hour
24 hours make 1 sweet day
7 sweet days make 1 sweet week
4 sweet weeks make 1 sweet month
7 sweet days make 1 sweet week
4 sweet weeks make 1 sweet month
12 sweet months make 1 sweet year
BUT 1 sweet friend like u make my whole life so sweet
BUT 1 sweet friend like u make my whole life so sweet
SMS 5
Do u know that a simple 'HELLO' can be so sweet?
H = How are you?
E = Everything all right?
L = Like to see you
L = Love to hear from you
O = Obviously miss u
SMS 6
A Line Knows No End
Unless
You Put A Stop To It
Let Our Friendship Be That Line
&
Let's Make Sure That It Will Go
On and On
Forever
SMS 7
*
This Star Never Leaves You
It's A Symbol
Of My Care
A Promise
That I'll Be By Your Side Forever
SMS 8
a CHEER to make you in Good Mood
a SMILE to mark the Day's Happiness
a SONG to lighten up your Heart
a PRAYER to Bless You
SMS 9
Yesterday
I was your friend
Today
I am still your friend
...don't worry about...
Tomorrow
I will always be your friend
This is a promise
We will be FRIENDS FOREVER
SMS 10
Black Rose is for Enemy
Pink Rose is for Special Friend
Yellow Rose is for Friend
Orange Rose is for Cheerful Friend
Red Rose is for Love
Fun Web Site
Love Quiz
http://www.mathsking.net/test/lovetest/
Praising Phrase
http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~geoffo/humour/flattery.html
Jealousy Test
http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest.php
The House in Thailand (this is scary)
http://members.thai.net/sinthai/room.htm
Hello Kitty Gift Wrapping Test
http://www.sanriotown.com/psycho/psycho4/psycho4_us.swf
Cooking Thai Curry
http://frontsteps.com/games/cooking_thai_curry
Kill Time In Your Office
http://frontsteps.com/games/kill_time_in_your_office
Feed Me Sushi
http://frontsteps.com/games/feed_me_sushi
Dai Pai Dong (A Hong Kong Style Restaurant)
http://frontsteps.com/games/dai_pai_dong
Facial House
http://frontsteps.com/games/facial_house
H K Cafe
http://www.eddiezone.net/flashgame/Restaurant.swf
Love Calculator
http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/857923251
Life Calculation
http://www.sce.pccu.edu.tw/card/tarot/
Chicken Dancing
http://www.chikinramen.com/exercise/exercise43.swf
Chinese Horoscopes
http://www.usbridalguide.com/special/chinesehoroscopes/Rooster.htm
Fresh Flowers
http://flower.localstreets.com/index.jsp
Chinese MP3
http://www.mtv139.com/mp3/love_qing/friend.htm
Name Analysis
http://miva.zodiacal.com/acro.mv
http://www.mathsking.net/test/lovetest/
Praising Phrase
http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~geoffo/humour/flattery.html
Jealousy Test
http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest.php
The House in Thailand (this is scary)
http://members.thai.net/sinthai/room.htm
Hello Kitty Gift Wrapping Test
http://www.sanriotown.com/psycho/psycho4/psycho4_us.swf
Cooking Thai Curry
http://frontsteps.com/games/cooking_thai_curry
Kill Time In Your Office
http://frontsteps.com/games/kill_time_in_your_office
Feed Me Sushi
http://frontsteps.com/games/feed_me_sushi
Dai Pai Dong (A Hong Kong Style Restaurant)
http://frontsteps.com/games/dai_pai_dong
Facial House
http://frontsteps.com/games/facial_house
H K Cafe
http://www.eddiezone.net/flashgame/Restaurant.swf
Love Calculator
http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/857923251
Life Calculation
http://www.sce.pccu.edu.tw/card/tarot/
Chicken Dancing
http://www.chikinramen.com/exercise/exercise43.swf
Chinese Horoscopes
http://www.usbridalguide.com/special/chinesehoroscopes/Rooster.htm
Fresh Flowers
http://flower.localstreets.com/index.jsp
Chinese MP3
http://www.mtv139.com/mp3/love_qing/friend.htm
Name Analysis
http://miva.zodiacal.com/acro.mv
Friend's Web Site
Sylvia's E-Album I
http://photobucket.com/albums/v456/sylviacreamy/
Sylvia's E-Album II
http://photobucket.com/albums/a308/creamster/
Sylvia's Blog
http://sylviacreamy.blogspot.com/
Irene's Blog + E-Album
http://spaces.msn.com/whistles/
H K Weng's E-Album
http://www.imagestation.com/member/?id=6515099
Lesley's E-Album I
http://hk.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/tailesley/my_photos
Lesley's E-Album II
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/lesleytai/my_photos
http://photobucket.com/albums/v456/sylviacreamy/
Sylvia's E-Album II
http://photobucket.com/albums/a308/creamster/
Sylvia's Blog
http://sylviacreamy.blogspot.com/
Irene's Blog + E-Album
http://spaces.msn.com/whistles/
H K Weng's E-Album
http://www.imagestation.com/member/?id=6515099
Lesley's E-Album I
http://hk.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/tailesley/my_photos
Lesley's E-Album II
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/lesleytai/my_photos
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Last Day Of My Holidays
The time now is 10:45pm on Sunday, 6 November 2005.
7:25am on Sunday morning, 6 November 2005. I wake up early again today. I’m feeling happy and refreshed. I think it’s the last day of my boring days. Finally tomorrow I can go back to work *hehehe* When I’m always working, I complaint about boring and tiring of working. When I had a long holiday, with nothing to do, I complaint it’s boring. What a girl !!! *winks*
I sms Boy to let him know I’m already awake. I went to shower and took a delicious breakfast with my parents at home. He called me around 11:00am. We used to have breakfast together every time during the holidays, but both of us are in tight budget now. He decided to stay home for breakfast. Around 1:30pm, Boy called me again, we went out for lunch together *hehehe* It’s raining heavily. We went to Damai for lunch with Christopher. After that, we can’t think of any plans so we head to Cyber to play games. That’s how we spend the whole afternoon again…
I feel happy today. I don’t know why. Maybe Boy didn’t mentioned about anything, which hurt or disappoint me. He’s caring and loving today. I hope I can wake up specially early tomorrow morning to go to Office to check my e-mail and prepare myself to work again !!!
7:25am on Sunday morning, 6 November 2005. I wake up early again today. I’m feeling happy and refreshed. I think it’s the last day of my boring days. Finally tomorrow I can go back to work *hehehe* When I’m always working, I complaint about boring and tiring of working. When I had a long holiday, with nothing to do, I complaint it’s boring. What a girl !!! *winks*
I sms Boy to let him know I’m already awake. I went to shower and took a delicious breakfast with my parents at home. He called me around 11:00am. We used to have breakfast together every time during the holidays, but both of us are in tight budget now. He decided to stay home for breakfast. Around 1:30pm, Boy called me again, we went out for lunch together *hehehe* It’s raining heavily. We went to Damai for lunch with Christopher. After that, we can’t think of any plans so we head to Cyber to play games. That’s how we spend the whole afternoon again…
I feel happy today. I don’t know why. Maybe Boy didn’t mentioned about anything, which hurt or disappoint me. He’s caring and loving today. I hope I can wake up specially early tomorrow morning to go to Office to check my e-mail and prepare myself to work again !!!
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Christian vs Buddhist
It’s 6:45am on Saturday morning, 5 November 2005. I don’t know why I can wake up so early. Maybe I had enough sleep. Maybe I’ve too much to think about. Tomorrow is Sunday. If Boy’s parents are around, I will have to go to Church Service with him again.
I talked to Boy about my mummy’s case. I need to go to Temple to pray for her. I also need to arrange some offerings for her. I asked Boy if he could company me to Temple to do these things. After a long thought and silence, he answered me that if I really wanted him to company me, he’ll try to, but it’s best if he don’t company me. I was very disappointed again! *sigh* I know his parents are very strong Christian, but I just need him to company me to do these things, I don’t even need him to go in or help me to do anything in the Temple. I keep quiet. I told him it’s ok, I can go myself.
I keep on asking myself…Did I asked too much? Am I forcing him to follow whatever I want? *sob* I can sacrifice my religion if I want to be with him. I respect him. I know if I have to be with him in the future, all these little problems should be give-and-take. Sometimes I just hope he would also respect my religion a little. I only wish he could company me to Temple on special occasions, especially Kuan Yin’s Birthday. I didn’t ask for too much. I never force him to pray or burn joss-sticks. He would tell me that if any of his parent’s friends saw him just around Temple area, he’ll be in big trouble *sob* I have to be understanding again *sigh* On the other hand, I have to go to Sunday Church Service with him. Sooner or later, I’ll have to join groups and activities in Church. I understand it’s a very good practise, but I also hope they would respect my religion too. Buddhism or going to visit Temple is not an EVIL practise either. I don’t see why he’s unable to company me once in a while…I always know how to comfort my friends about religion problems in a relationship. My parents are also Buddhist and Christian. They are also able to live happily till now. All relationships have to be give-and-take matters…only giving OR only taking would be very hurt and disappointed…I hope everything’s going to be fine soon…
I talked to Boy about my mummy’s case. I need to go to Temple to pray for her. I also need to arrange some offerings for her. I asked Boy if he could company me to Temple to do these things. After a long thought and silence, he answered me that if I really wanted him to company me, he’ll try to, but it’s best if he don’t company me. I was very disappointed again! *sigh* I know his parents are very strong Christian, but I just need him to company me to do these things, I don’t even need him to go in or help me to do anything in the Temple. I keep quiet. I told him it’s ok, I can go myself.
I keep on asking myself…Did I asked too much? Am I forcing him to follow whatever I want? *sob* I can sacrifice my religion if I want to be with him. I respect him. I know if I have to be with him in the future, all these little problems should be give-and-take. Sometimes I just hope he would also respect my religion a little. I only wish he could company me to Temple on special occasions, especially Kuan Yin’s Birthday. I didn’t ask for too much. I never force him to pray or burn joss-sticks. He would tell me that if any of his parent’s friends saw him just around Temple area, he’ll be in big trouble *sob* I have to be understanding again *sigh* On the other hand, I have to go to Sunday Church Service with him. Sooner or later, I’ll have to join groups and activities in Church. I understand it’s a very good practise, but I also hope they would respect my religion too. Buddhism or going to visit Temple is not an EVIL practise either. I don’t see why he’s unable to company me once in a while…I always know how to comfort my friends about religion problems in a relationship. My parents are also Buddhist and Christian. They are also able to live happily till now. All relationships have to be give-and-take matters…only giving OR only taking would be very hurt and disappointed…I hope everything’s going to be fine soon…
Blur + Confused
It’s 12:50am on Saturday early rainy morning, 5 November 2005. I just reach home from dinner cum supper with Boy at Damai. I am supposed to go to bed now but I’ve this blur & confused feeling in my mind, which makes me difficult to sleep. I don’t know who to share with about this so I decided to open my Lap Top, switch on the Windows Media Player to play soft music and started pouring out what’s in my mind…
Today is the second last day of my 9 days Deepavali cum Hari Raya holidays. I was supposed to be very happy and had an enjoyable holiday. It turns out I had a very boring 9 days holidays. I can’t blame anyone about this but I just feel bad & disappointed now. I was thinking I’ll have a good time with friends or Boy but it turn out the opposite way. I had fun the first holiday nite, which was last Saturday nite, when I went to Shennanigan’s with whole group of current and ex-colleagues. May Leong, Miss Tham, Nicole Chin, Rene Chin, Joseph Ngai, Eddie, Kiong, Penny, Chai, Tina and some other friends. I was happy I enjoyed myself that nite. I reach home early and hoping the following days would be at least enjoyable, not-to-mention fun or interesting…BUT… *sigh*
I went to survey all the potential houses around KK with parents the whole Sunday morning till about 2:00pm. My parents finally had more interest for the houses at Manax Avenue (Taman Saga) at Kolombong, which is just behind Boy’s Residence. I was happy about it too. The environment was not too bad too. we consider for few days and finally we made a booking on Wednesday morning. The expected completion date is April 2006.
I went shopping with Tina and Jade on Monday afternoon. The rest of the days I spend it sleeping, eating, watching VCD at home ONLY. Boy was sick for few days. I didn’t really contact friends cos I don’t have a car to ask them out for a drink or shopping. I had to stay home. I was really looking forward to spending a day or two with Boy to somewhere further away from KK…maybe places like Kundasang or Gunung Emas or any Resorts…I know he’s sick…I didn’t sound a word…I know we had tight budget…I keep quiet too… *sigh*
My days past as usual. On Wednesday morning, I had brunch (breakfast cum lunch) with Boy at Bundusan Restaurant, Beverly Hills, he told me his father talked to him about us attending marriage course at Church. Suddenly I feel so happy cos I was thinking about it for quite a long time already *blush* I didn’t show my very-happy reaction but I was really happy. He told me he answered his dad that it’s too early to talk about this matter. The feeling I have at the moment is like my hope drop to 0%, I was so sad and disappointed. Anway, I didn’t show my reaction either. It’s not cos I’m too eager in getting married but I think I know myself very well. I choose to have a family not cos of having a rich hubby or very comfortable life. I was hoping to have a comfortable and loving family, that’s all !!! I never ask for anything more. I was in few relationships, until I found Boy whom I think would be a suitable hubby for me, so I really settled myself down, no matter I know how wonderful the outside world would be. I totally change myself to be a down-to-earth girl cos I know it’s time for me to grow up and have a family already. I was only hoping for a loving, caring and understanding hubby when I reach home from work. I don’t need a baby yet at the moment. I would like to enjoy 2 years of comfortable and loving twosome world before planning for a baby. I had this strong feeling and urge of getting married at the age of 24 or 25. I know if I remained in a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship for too long, the fireworks between us would cool down. I have been in this relationship for 1 year 9 months already. I’ve never been a relationship for this long. I think 2 years is long enough for me to remain in boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. I’m tired already cos I know I really treasure this relationship too much, no one will ever know what will happen tomorrow so I prefer my relationship to be one step ahead. That’s why I had this 0% hope once he told me what he answered his dad.
On second thought, I can’t force anyone. I just can let this relationship be until times come. Marriage is about two persons. Only one person can’t make it works. If I’ve to wait for few more years, I think I won’t think about marriage already. I know I can be independent. I know I can take care of myself. I wouldn’t need a hubby or a loving family. I’ll need friends (especially girl friends) and sufficient income for the rest of my life. I hope this day won’t happen to me. *sigh* I really hope Boy would change his materialistic thinking. I don’t know how long could I sacrifice myself in this boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. *sigh*
I have friends whose in long-term relationship…ends up…break off…or STILL in boyfriend-girlfriend relationship for more than 5 years and more years to come…or STILL in boyfriend-girlfriend relationship but staying together…it’s like never-ending story…
These few days Boy has been hinting me that he would only plan marriage when he reach the age of 30. He also mentioned that he would like to purchase a unit at 1Borneo Service Suites as his future home there. The project takes 3 years to complete, which is when he’s at the age of 30. I keep quiet. I really don’t know what comments to give. I’m already very blur and confused after his answer that day. After thinking for some time, he told me he feels sorry for his parents if both he and his brother moved out to stay. They would be so lonely *sigh* I also kept quiet. I really don’t know what to answer. I’m an only child. I think that phrase would be more suitable for me to stay. At least he has a brother to be with them again. Once I got married, I wouldn’t be able to company them anymore. I feel sorry for them too. I know I couldn’t ask him for earlier marriage but my feeling is so sad + disappointed + blur + confused. I don’t know whether he really loves me or not. I don’t know what is going to happen to me the next day. I don’t know whether his plan is going to be smooth, as he had planned for the next 3 years. I ONLY know we’ve to treasure what we have now, before we regret when it’s too late… *sob*
I can’t continue further…I don’t know what to express out already…I’m enough blur…
It’s 1:50 am now. I’ll go to sleep.
Tomorrow is going to be a better day !!! Don’t worry…Be happy !!!
Today is the second last day of my 9 days Deepavali cum Hari Raya holidays. I was supposed to be very happy and had an enjoyable holiday. It turns out I had a very boring 9 days holidays. I can’t blame anyone about this but I just feel bad & disappointed now. I was thinking I’ll have a good time with friends or Boy but it turn out the opposite way. I had fun the first holiday nite, which was last Saturday nite, when I went to Shennanigan’s with whole group of current and ex-colleagues. May Leong, Miss Tham, Nicole Chin, Rene Chin, Joseph Ngai, Eddie, Kiong, Penny, Chai, Tina and some other friends. I was happy I enjoyed myself that nite. I reach home early and hoping the following days would be at least enjoyable, not-to-mention fun or interesting…BUT… *sigh*
I went to survey all the potential houses around KK with parents the whole Sunday morning till about 2:00pm. My parents finally had more interest for the houses at Manax Avenue (Taman Saga) at Kolombong, which is just behind Boy’s Residence. I was happy about it too. The environment was not too bad too. we consider for few days and finally we made a booking on Wednesday morning. The expected completion date is April 2006.
I went shopping with Tina and Jade on Monday afternoon. The rest of the days I spend it sleeping, eating, watching VCD at home ONLY. Boy was sick for few days. I didn’t really contact friends cos I don’t have a car to ask them out for a drink or shopping. I had to stay home. I was really looking forward to spending a day or two with Boy to somewhere further away from KK…maybe places like Kundasang or Gunung Emas or any Resorts…I know he’s sick…I didn’t sound a word…I know we had tight budget…I keep quiet too… *sigh*
My days past as usual. On Wednesday morning, I had brunch (breakfast cum lunch) with Boy at Bundusan Restaurant, Beverly Hills, he told me his father talked to him about us attending marriage course at Church. Suddenly I feel so happy cos I was thinking about it for quite a long time already *blush* I didn’t show my very-happy reaction but I was really happy. He told me he answered his dad that it’s too early to talk about this matter. The feeling I have at the moment is like my hope drop to 0%, I was so sad and disappointed. Anway, I didn’t show my reaction either. It’s not cos I’m too eager in getting married but I think I know myself very well. I choose to have a family not cos of having a rich hubby or very comfortable life. I was hoping to have a comfortable and loving family, that’s all !!! I never ask for anything more. I was in few relationships, until I found Boy whom I think would be a suitable hubby for me, so I really settled myself down, no matter I know how wonderful the outside world would be. I totally change myself to be a down-to-earth girl cos I know it’s time for me to grow up and have a family already. I was only hoping for a loving, caring and understanding hubby when I reach home from work. I don’t need a baby yet at the moment. I would like to enjoy 2 years of comfortable and loving twosome world before planning for a baby. I had this strong feeling and urge of getting married at the age of 24 or 25. I know if I remained in a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship for too long, the fireworks between us would cool down. I have been in this relationship for 1 year 9 months already. I’ve never been a relationship for this long. I think 2 years is long enough for me to remain in boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. I’m tired already cos I know I really treasure this relationship too much, no one will ever know what will happen tomorrow so I prefer my relationship to be one step ahead. That’s why I had this 0% hope once he told me what he answered his dad.
On second thought, I can’t force anyone. I just can let this relationship be until times come. Marriage is about two persons. Only one person can’t make it works. If I’ve to wait for few more years, I think I won’t think about marriage already. I know I can be independent. I know I can take care of myself. I wouldn’t need a hubby or a loving family. I’ll need friends (especially girl friends) and sufficient income for the rest of my life. I hope this day won’t happen to me. *sigh* I really hope Boy would change his materialistic thinking. I don’t know how long could I sacrifice myself in this boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. *sigh*
I have friends whose in long-term relationship…ends up…break off…or STILL in boyfriend-girlfriend relationship for more than 5 years and more years to come…or STILL in boyfriend-girlfriend relationship but staying together…it’s like never-ending story…
These few days Boy has been hinting me that he would only plan marriage when he reach the age of 30. He also mentioned that he would like to purchase a unit at 1Borneo Service Suites as his future home there. The project takes 3 years to complete, which is when he’s at the age of 30. I keep quiet. I really don’t know what comments to give. I’m already very blur and confused after his answer that day. After thinking for some time, he told me he feels sorry for his parents if both he and his brother moved out to stay. They would be so lonely *sigh* I also kept quiet. I really don’t know what to answer. I’m an only child. I think that phrase would be more suitable for me to stay. At least he has a brother to be with them again. Once I got married, I wouldn’t be able to company them anymore. I feel sorry for them too. I know I couldn’t ask him for earlier marriage but my feeling is so sad + disappointed + blur + confused. I don’t know whether he really loves me or not. I don’t know what is going to happen to me the next day. I don’t know whether his plan is going to be smooth, as he had planned for the next 3 years. I ONLY know we’ve to treasure what we have now, before we regret when it’s too late… *sob*
I can’t continue further…I don’t know what to express out already…I’m enough blur…
It’s 1:50 am now. I’ll go to sleep.
Tomorrow is going to be a better day !!! Don’t worry…Be happy !!!
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